| fuuuuck |
[Jan. 22nd, 2006|12:18 am] |
| [ | mood |
| |  depressed | ] |
sometimes i feel like nobody even cares bout me..
sometimes its hard to believe someone is thinkin about me...
sometimes....i cry before bedtime.....
you might think its stupid, or gay to cry......
but depression effects you mentally and physically.....
its the people that really know you, who can undestand......
DEPRESSION is the death of my soul
and what i dont get is...........................................
THERE IS NO FUCKING REASON FOR THIS!!!
if you suffer from depression and know how it feels sometimes, repost this message or reply to me |
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| You Know You' re From Rhode Island When... |
[Jul. 1st, 2005|12:24 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  crazy | ] |
| [ | music |
| | just lose it (i hate this song) | ] |
You Know You're From Rhode Island When...
You celebrate "birt-day"
If your oldah brodah is a retad.
If you had a "wickit" good time at the beach.
When you hear an amazing fact your immidiate reply is "no suh!"
You can drive two miles with out seeing a Bess Eaton
You know the difference between red, white and clear chowdah
You consider a car journey of longer than one hour a day trip.
You can you curse in Italian.
You know the basic rules of DuckPin bowling.
You own garden tools from Job Lot.
You have tried to drive the measured mile in less then 45 seconds.
You know what the expression "side by each" means.
You have used the expression "Not For Nuthin" or "bubbla".
You serve bread with every meal.
You know what "3 all the way" means.
You load up on milk and bread before a snowstorm.
You feel compelled to hear at least one weather report a day.
You understand the humor of the Ocean State Follies.
You have pulled out of a sidestreet and used your car to block oncoming traffic so you could make a left-hand turn.
You consider your holiday season incomplete without a trip to Lasalette Shrine.
You have a bottle of coffee syrup in the fridge right now.
You've phoned into a talk show on WPRO or WHJJ.
You have given a bottle of Sakonnet wine as a gift.
You've gotten sick from eating too many clam cakes.
You own at least one coffee table book with a picture of a lighthouse on it.
You've boasted about the money you saved at the Christmas Tree Shop.
Your first live concert was at The Civic Center or Rocky Point.
You own a hat with a red "P" on it.
You were born at Lying-In Hospital.
You still call the Rhode Island Mall the Midland Mall.
You have close relatives who work for the state.
You've gone to "Legs and Eggs".
You have used a demolished landmark when giving directions.
You secretly watch "Providence" even though you tell your friends you don't.
You have slammed on your breaks to discourage a tailgater.
You know what a burger "The Newport Creamery Way" is.
You have dated a girl named Brenda or a guy named Vinnie.
You have used the breakdown lane on 95 to pass someone.
You've personally met Vinnie Paz.
Your idea of a dream house is a raised ranch.
You have relatives who have been to Edgehill Newport, Codac, or Butler.
You have driven more than 5 miles out of your way to save less than two bucks.
You been on a RIPTA bus less than 12 times in the past 6 years.
You can sing the Rocky Point theme song.
You know what a "governor-preferred" plate is.
You know someone who works for the Registry.
You've asked your mechanic for an inspection sticker even though your car failed to pass.
You have a degree from RIC, CCRI or URI.
You think vodka and Del's is a great combination.
You've been to Twin Oaks for your birthday.
You've borrowed dealer plates from a friend.
You know how to pronounce Pawtucket, Cowesett, Usqepaug, and Narragansett.
You've been to Scarborough Beach but not Block Island.
You know where "The Pier" is located.
You've been on a Bay Queen cruise.
You can recognize a Cranston accent.
You think high hair, gold chains, and gum go together.
You think there's a "v" in the name Cheryl.
You drop the "w" in Greenwich, Kingstown, and Warwick.
You use the expression "down-city" for downtown.
You've eaten at Haven Brothers.
You celebrate St. Joseph's Day and know what a "zeppolla" is.
You have at least one gallon of Newport Creamery coffee ice cream in your freezer.
You know what "ProJo" stands for.
You still call CCRI "reject".
You know who Jack Comly, Sara Wye and Sherm Strickhauser are.
Your city house and your beach house are less than an hour away from each other.
You know the original name for Airport Road.
You always start giving directions by saying, "Well, you get on 95"
You know where "NiRoPe" comes from.
You know what "John from Alpert's" sounds like.
You can recite the license plates of all your family members and friends.
You know where "Harvard on the Hill" is located.
You refer to the movies as the Show.
You know what a "package store" is.
You think lots of gold jewelery looks great on the beach.
Your favorite expressions are, "Are you serious?", "Wicked", and "You know what I'm saying?"
You know you need "quahogs" to make "stuffies".
You know there's a West End but not a West Providence.
You think banana, vanilla, and idea all end in "r".
You know what a burger "The Newport Creamery Way" is.
You put vinegar on your french fries.
You've eaten at Haven Brothers, drunk.
You know what Allie's makes.
You've gone to Cumbie's for milk or gas. (HAHAHAHA Cumbie's!!)
You know that there is never any school in Fosta-Glosta when it snows.
The girl you ended up marrying lived no more than 6 blocks from where you grew up.
You've converted the basement of your house into an apartment.
You call spaghetti sauce, "gravy."
You tell friends that something is "on special", instead of on sale.
The meal at every wedding you've ever attended was chicken, shells and french fries.
You put celery salt on your hot dogs.
You are never from Providence, or East Providence, but from the East Side, Rumford or Riverside
You order an iced coffee in December.
You read the wedding announcements in the Sunday Pro-Jo and recognize at least 3 couples.
The seltzer guy delivers bottles to your home on a weekly basis.
People at work wish you a "Happy St. Joseph's Day!
Your holiday season isn't complete without a trip to LaSallette Shrine.
You know someone who knew the Farrelly brothers when they lived around here.
You know exactly which parts of Dumb and Dumber, There's Something About Mary, Meet Joe Black and Amistad were filmed in RI, and you can tell someone exactly where that is.
You know what the Coffee Cup Salute is, and who does it every morning.
You grew up with everyone you see at Stop and Shop.
You know where South County is, even though it doesn’t exist.
You and everyone you know are either Italian or Irish, or both.
You've never been farther south than Jersey, and not farther West than there, either, but are planning to move to Florida as soon as you turn 60.
You actually get these jokes and pass them on to other friends from Rhode Island |
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| thanks for this life (JUST VENTING DONT LISTEN TO ALL OF IT |
[Jun. 30th, 2005|01:26 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  pissed off | ] |
| [ | music |
| | world on my shoulders | ] |
its supsrising that nobody no's my life. you might know alittle but i know the whole side of things. my mom was there for me 15 years of my life before turning lets just say STUPID. my dad left me at the age of 5, thankfully we still talk and see eachother. jillian is the only thing going on in my life. we live paycheck to paycheck cuz my mom always go's on trips outa state. my friend steve has always been there for me so as my girlfriend. as soon as im 18 im outa here with no goodbyes. i no many secrets bout family members that i keep inside until the day they piss me off. yet my life is still great ONLY BECAUSE OF JILLIAN. my brother is cool but gets on my nerves. my dads side of the family rock but my moms sucks ass. im doing good in school now in order to get the hell outa here. my plans get riuned because of my mom. her plans come first. o and she threatens me by saying "im calling your father and you can go live with him".. my mom sent me to anger management for no good reason. she's the cuase of all this anger. but i will admit something SHE HAS ALWAYS BEEN THERE FOR ME.
I LOVE YOU JILLIAN THE MOST IN THE WORLD, YOU ARE MY WORLD.
o and i have to find out a way to tell jillian that friday are plans can't happen and we wil have to change them to saturday if we can. |
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| schools out but.... |
[Jun. 30th, 2005|10:11 am] |
| [ | mood |
| |  happy | ] |
| [ | music |
| | aint nothing but musik | ] |
schools out but i keep having dreams of being inside of school or with people from school. and im trien to get away from school. its like i miss it lmao. nooooooooo. well this friday is gonna be the best day; and soon me you jillian have to go to the beach together to have fun ;) . well thats all i have to say for now and i love you so much jillian. mwha |
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| ggbgerhbverhytik |
[Jun. 23rd, 2005|04:29 pm] |
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well my b day past and i have nothing to write about other then i broke molly's phone and needa pay for it. cant wait to start going to the beach. i love you jillian mwha. ill type more after right now im tired of typing. bye |
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| whoop deee dooo(sarcastic) |
[Jun. 20th, 2005|05:27 pm] |
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well today is our 7 month annaversary and then tomaro is my birth day.yay. it gos fathers day, annaversary, then birth day. lol. what a bussy week lmfao. well i dont know what to type right now im really bored and i dont know what to type about.. i love you jillian goulet aka my wife... lmao |
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| IDK |
[Jun. 17th, 2005|10:14 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  blah | ] |
IDK y i feel this way but sometimes i feel sad, and i feel so wierd which is in a way wierd cuz i have the happiest life right now. idk sometimes i feel like either my friends are ditching me, or our plans our gettin CHANGED. some friends huh. the only person i can rely on is jillian. i really needed someone to talk to but no one wanted to listen tonite. sounds corny i said that cuz im like a guy and im saying that but its true. fucking mood swing lol. all i wanna do is go to sleep and wake up in the future like in 7 to 10 years from now and if theres nothing good in my life (jillian) then i wish i were to never wake up. lol.. I GUESS WISHES DO COME TRUE...CUZ I GOT YOU!!!
i love you jillian |
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| yaaaaaaay |
[Jun. 16th, 2005|06:37 pm] |
| [ | Tags | | | yeaha! | ] |
| [ | mood |
| |  happy, horny, waiting | ] |
| [ | music |
| | CELEBRATION TIME | ] |
my birth day is coming up in 5 more days lol june 21st. im gonna be driving yay. just need start saving up for a car. and also i get to see my girlfriend jillian saturday which will be really coool. cuz i miss her and love her soo dearly. well what can i say, life is really good right now. especially because i have the most beautiful, smartest, unique girlfriend to spend my days with, JILLIAN GOULET. which i hope to spend the rest of my days with but hey lets take it one day at a time you know. im still young and so is she so we can take are time and live life now and then work harder later lol. i think i passed everysingle class this year which i have dont now for 2 years in a row which i am so happy for. my longest relationship ontop of all this happyness this monday will be are 7 MONTH ANNAVERSARY which is the best!!!! wow 7 months thats showing commitment. i cant wait for our 1 year annaversary though that will be the greatest one. and het jillian these past 7 months have been the GREATEST days and seconds of my entire LIFE!!!.... love you jillian
p.s. schools out bitches yaaaaaaaay |
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| fucKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK |
[Jun. 12th, 2005|04:20 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | stay the fuck away im pissed | ] |
well cant talk to jillian for a fucking week. i am really starting to fucking HATE her mom after thinking she was cool. she flips out over small shit. jillian those things she said bout you to me. 100% not true, i love you the way you are dont EVER change. you should consider to marry me and get away from the moster in law(your mom). I LOVE YOU NO MATTER WHAT WE GO THROUGHT AND ALWAYS NO THAT HUN.i cant talk bout this subject anymore cuz im so fucking pissed and idk what the fuck ill do. anyways i love you jillian /mia sposa. MWHA and dont listen to your mom i love you and thats all that matters. |
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| grrrrrr |
[Jun. 12th, 2005|09:21 am] |
| [ | mood |
| | pissed off for some reason not | ] |
| [ | music |
| | fighting music- eminem | ] |
well idk y but im in a pissy mood today. i saw jillians recitle last night and it was great . then we went to a pool party thingy which was alittle fun other then the kid i hate being there. i had to put on a happy face so i wouldnt make jillian mad. but its ok anything for mia sposa. well i was home alons last night and it sucked ass. life is so boring. school mostly makes it boring. but guess what my school ended friday so this week are just half day exams. i cant do anything anymore cuz i have no money cuz my mom aint home. this fucing suuuuuuuuuucks. o well i hope you have a fun week at school jillian.
steve
sry i cant go down to north providence but i seriously dont have the money so go eat without me. me and you havnt really had fun in a while and it wont change becuase of the stupid shit you do and i have more important shit on my mind. your still my homes and call me anyti8me and we will chill. damn i need a job ontop of all the shit goin on in the summer.
jillian
well what can i say i love ya to death. you needa talk to yo mom nicer jillian cuz ever since we started going out you've been bad mouthin her and shes gonna blame it on me and hate me lol. screw that popcorn game your still marrying me. love you. mwha |
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| blah |
[Jun. 10th, 2005|08:02 am] |
| [ | mood |
| | cheerful | ] |
how a true girl (beautiful jillian) likes me i do not no,
my ugly shines bright through beauty is to hard to show,
i love this girl to death and i would never hurt her,
i wrote her a song wow hope it impressed her,
my cat is getting fatter,
i hope it dont explode,
when he walks its like a clatter,
but hes not that really old,
now jillian i might not have alot to give,
but i give you my love,
that would be my bestest(lol) gift,
SO HERE TAKE IT LOL LOL LOL |
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| woooooooooooooooooooow |
[Jun. 6th, 2005|08:00 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | very horny (lol) | ] |
| [ | music |
| | love is in the air(lol) | ] |
i just finished the project due tomaro. woooo. lol. i think the highest grade that i will get is a C out of this 200 pt project. it was about the human eye i had to make a 3-D structure, how the hell can i do that. i drew it nice on a huge poster board. so thats alot of points off. well what can i say my life is great and i miss jillian already after i just say her. cant wait to see her agian. well im outy. pce. i love jillian melillo lmfao. |
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| no baseball |
[Jun. 4th, 2005|11:38 am] |
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yay i have no baseball i wanna play but i dont wannna play in a way. it takes up to much time up but i love the sport. well i g2g il do more on this later i have to get ready for jillian mwha bye i love you jillian |
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| in looooooooove |
[May. 30th, 2005|07:44 pm] |
| [ | music |
| | barry white - love is in the air(lol) | ] |
i saw jillian all week and i never get tired of her, i love this girl too much. right now im looking up my car to see how much it cost then im gonna apply for a job then save up all my money for it. talking to jillian so i guess i'll update more tomaro. I LOVE JILLIAN SO MUCH. |
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| sicky |
[May. 29th, 2005|11:29 am] |
| [ | mood |
| |  scared | ] |
well it turns out that i might have mono. im scared in a way cuz i cant do anything or kiss jillian for like months and that will kill me. but idk if i have it yet anyways. im going to get bloodwork done today to see if i have it. i hope i dont. if i do o well lol life gos on. i love you jillian. |
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| pissed |
[May. 28th, 2005|07:02 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | bored outa my mind and mad | ] |
| [ | music |
| | fabolous - breathe (thats what i gotsta do) | ] |
well today sucked ass. i did nothing as usual and my stomach friggen hurts and i hate my mom. i hate my bro to. well atleast i have the parade tomaro so i can get out of this mest up house and see jillian. i hope i can see her. well life sucks so get a halment lol. sitting down thinking about jllian and thats bout it. lol. i love that girl. i hope i can do something tonite before jillian calls me. so friends call lol atleast play basketball or sumthing lol. bye. i love you jillian.
p.s. im so bored |
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| my finger |
[May. 23rd, 2005|04:47 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | loved | ] |
| [ | music |
| | diffrences | ] |
i hurt my finger in baseball and its all bruised and swollen still and it happened yesterday. it hurts to type but i needa update this anyway becuase eliza lol is complaining. im so happy for you eliza with your catch and i wanna thank you eliza for helping me find the person i was ment to be with or if not pretty darn close. so thank you. i love jillian so damn much lol. much love anthony |
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| ugh |
[May. 13th, 2005|04:45 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | blank | ] |
| [ | music |
| | patiently waiting - 50 | ] |
starting baseball today im so scared i had no practice what so ever and now im pitching tonyte. grrrrr. hopefully jillian can come watch or something so that i have some fans. lol. well i really have nothing to type cuz todasy sucked in school and after school ive been mosing around doin god knows what so whatever lol. saving my arm for tonite. love you jillian |
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| cant wait for summer |
[May. 9th, 2005|02:38 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | hopeful | ] |
| [ | music |
| | loon -- i wanna | ] |
the summer is gonna be soo much fun,
first i have a job then i get to see my girlfriend in a bathingsuit lol hehehe
then i can drive lol
plus i can go swiming and for so far my mom said we were going to new jersey with jillian but we are still finding a hotel so cross your fingers i hope i find one so i can go see my baby the one that i love jillian mwha
wife for life
pce out |
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| grrrrrr |
[May. 5th, 2005|03:02 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | aggravated | ] |
| [ | music |
| | hate it or love it | ] |
school sux so friggen bad. i wanna leave this school and go to another one. the day went by qiuck tho thanx to my thoughts lmao. i wish a bomb would drop on schools and no one would be hurt but school would be done lol. neva happen. but anyways im tired of typing and i gotta clean for my special ocassion with my girlfriend jillian tomaro yay lol i miss her so much. love ya jillian mwha |
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